flighty and airy

it's that way you feel when your body is on edge and your thoughts are flighty, when you know something exists but can't quite feel it, can't quite see it, when you feel detached and warm and light and free, yet dark and lost at the same time. when you want so fully and wholly to find the thing that will make your life wonderful, yet you know in the back of your mind that you may lose yourself in the anticipation, or worse, get lost in the one that you've been striving for most. other people should not define a person. you should find yourself first, and then find one to fit your mold. to fit your being, your mind, your body, your soul. don't ever forget who you are or who you want to be, because if you do, your life will lose its definition, its clear-cut edges and crystal clear qualities. you will be living for someone else, instead of living for yourself. which is the pinnacle of life itself.